The Baller | She Wishes She Was Taller

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so nice to be able to be off work when she is playing in a tourney.  i got to watch 3 games as the bolts played 3 other schools and lost each game.  the other teams had some players that were very skilled for her grade level.  her pg was really good at fishing into the lane where she would turn it over.

boo got some buckets and i can’t wait for her to go to D’OC and have a real coach and have real practices and play more games than just one tourney for the season and play 3 games.

I remember when she was much smaller for the Bolts and I was lucky to be able to catch a game where she took it to the rack below:

 

Higher Love | My Daughter Over 13 Years |

tumblr_n70gpa7Hey1qf3lleo1_500I can’t wait to see my Daughter in a couple of hours… so I went through every folder I have on the laptop and took out a selection of images over the past 13 years.

 

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You have no idea of how many images that made me think back and smile.  She is unique.  She reminds me of me and it’s neat to see her in in the video clips I have in my laptop and view the pictures.  I have so many printed photos of her since she grew up in a “film” world.  I also have some videos that I can’t wait to watch on my other computer.

I’m gathering my thoughts and would like to make a unique video for her using video of her as a baby and the video that I have throughout her life.

Happy Birthday Chantal!  I can’t wait to see you in a couple of hours!

In life you have to work through challenges and keep moving forward.  I will always be here for you.

Now, forever and beyond…

 

I Miss | My Princess | Cracker-Jack | B-Day This Wknd

1-Chantal Apartment 2013-002Was cleaning up images on my computer and found some that were taken in my Apartment.  It’s her birthday this weekend.  I have been trying everyday to talk to them and ask her Mom if she can call me or I can call her at an arranged time.  silence.  sad.  I’m trying to make plans since this weekend is my weekend with the kids.  It’s her birthday on Sat and I’m thinking something is up and I won’t be able to see her (and Noah) since it’s her birthday and her Mom would just want to say “sorry… you can’t have them this weekend” since she would want to celebrate it with her.

I just miss her.  I miss also doing thing with just the two of us.  I think it’s important for parents to be able to spend one on one time with them so you can do age appropriate things + activities.

I want to play sports with her.  Challenge her.  Laugh with her.  Goof around.  Let her do things and explore more.  She is sheltered.  I want her to grow.

I just hope I can see them this weekend.  I just miss them.  I miss her.