Just going through some stuff and found the little card from my Brother’s funeral when I was 18.
Every December 14th… I think more and more about my Brother. Today is one of those days. Today… I have many thoughts and I will return soon and type them out…
What a cute little man. He has hair like me.
Happy Birthday little man! Your Dad is super proud of you with the little man you are growing up to be! xoxoxo
C with Uncle Nose (above)
throwback… but not that far back…
Was cleaning up images on my computer and found some that were taken in my Apartment. It’s her birthday this weekend. I have been trying everyday to talk to them and ask her Mom if she can call me or I can call her at an arranged time. silence. sad. I’m trying to make plans since this weekend is my weekend with the kids. It’s her birthday on Sat and I’m thinking something is up and I won’t be able to see her (and Noah) since it’s her birthday and her Mom would just want to say “sorry… you can’t have them this weekend” since she would want to celebrate it with her.
I just miss her. I miss also doing thing with just the two of us. I think it’s important for parents to be able to spend one on one time with them so you can do age appropriate things + activities.
I want to play sports with her. Challenge her. Laugh with her. Goof around. Let her do things and explore more. She is sheltered. I want her to grow.
I just hope I can see them this weekend. I just miss them. I miss her.